Mother Ayahuasca
Death & Rebirth
The Ego we host in our bodies cannot survive a meeting with mother ayahuasca. Committing to an ayahuasca ceremony is the commitment to submit your ego, to get on your knees and die. Surrendering your ego is as close as you can come to death and be safely reborn into the same body.
A Personal Visit from God
Once Your surrender is complete your body is taken over by a friendly entity. Your soul, maybe your higher self, maybe your body conciousness or another label. Clear is that whoever it is, immediately starts to do whatever is needed to begin healing your body. Freed from the damaging Ego habits, a path to healing and health appears.
Stay in the Heart
The Ultimate Love Potion
Ayahuasca will return you to the center, open your heart to feel the universal love surrounding you. If all else fails, return to the heart. 1000 years of meditating on your heart chakra in 4 hours.
Travel the Universe
See the Matrix
Ayahuasca takes you on a visual journey through your local galaxy revealing the underlying structure of reality.
Reality disolves
All that was solid and stable explodes into fireworks, the floor breaks away to open up into spiral galaxies.
Everytime is different
Everyone is different
No 2 Ayahuasca experiences are the same, they appear to be fully tailored to the needs of the individual and progress as that person engages in more healing sessions. Here an example account.
First The Ego
The first ceremony I brought no goal other than to experience something new. The whole session was about ego death and surrender and acceptance. I died that day. I came back with clarity and commitment to those I love. This first session was also a purge of toxins through my skin and sweat. I lost litres of water through sweat and had to drink a lot. The visual experience was extraordinary unlike anything I had ever seen.
Seeing the Matrix
The second ceremony was half a year after the first and outdoors at a fireplace with clear starry skies. Ayahuasca showed me the geometric structure underlying the nature of our reality. All stars were connected in patterns defining and limiting the structure of space. In this session I had no need to drink at all and purged the upper body by vomiting.
Meeting Mother Ayahuasca
This session was dominated by the will and preferences of an entity unkown to myself, communicating its food and lifestyle preferences to be applied to this body. Rice is good. Fruit. Meats and processed carbs unliked. Nothing fermented, no cheeses, no milk. Mother Ayahuasca showed me the diet I should follow and was not shy about making its point.
Finding Balance
I brought the intention of finding a new balance into this ceremony. Ayahuasca went to work and showed me clearly where and how the lower part of my body was out of balance and started to work on restoring balance. I only sipped water and experienced a purge of my lower body with an explosive bathroom visit which felt like getting rid of years of unnecessary deposits.
Meeting Body Conciousness
It has become easy to surrender the ego self and put it away restrict it to an observer position. In this session this was re-achieved quickly and Mother Ayahuasca moved fast. I will call it my Body Conciousness for lack of better words which took over control over my body as the little ego watched. It showed me physical excercises which my ego simply watched as they arose and happened. Excercicses I had not known before delivered to me including explanations. These excercises where all about releasing accumulated years of negative energy and tuning this body to the frequency it should operate on.
The Breath
Somebody is Breathing for You
I had no idea how important breathing could be. How intensive it can be applied. Mother Ayahuasca was breathing for me, I submit to the rhytm and go with the flow, learn the breathing techniques it teaches releasing waves of DMT.